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Interests: hm. im kait. i love art.. dont take me serious-- i make fun of myself. you will probaly like me if you get to know me i'm not a stupid girl, and i'm definately not an airhead. i like music and basketball. i always seem to get in trouble, but i always learn some type of lesson. i love spring. i'm really bad with science. every form of it.
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Sunday, July 16, 2006

welp. its been awhile. i'm sorry.

thank you to all of you that have comment on behalf of melissa. when i read all of them, i truly felt better.

 

 

i got the mic
and you got the mosh pit
//taking back sunday

 

If you aren't just a little bit depressed, then you aren't
paying very much attention to what's going on in the world.
//Pete Wentz

 

I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
//The Smiths

 

If I had to pick her or the sun
 I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun
//Gym Class Heroes

I just want to get stuck in your head
and be the kind of melody that you can't shake.
you could keep me with you, i would watch you sing along;
just keep me close so that I wont break.
//Zac Clark

 

you're so dreamy, you're so sweet
swept completely off my feet
you duct-taped my heart back together
i think that this could last
I know that this will last forever
you duct-taped my heart back together
//freezepop

 

colour the coast with your smile
it's the most genuine thing
that I've ever seen
I was so lost but now I believe
//Dashboard Confessional

 

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming.
or the moment of truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive.
//Goo Goo Dolls

 

 

 

i wished on every shooting star;;
fallen eyelash ;; crossed finger ;;
blown out candle;;wish bone i break ;;
11:11 on the clock ;; penny i throw
in a well;; and four leaf clover;; that
someday there would be an us. but i guess
wishing doesn`t do any good, because 
i still dont have you

 

so im not promising to update everyday...
but ill try to update.

its not a lot i know..but oh well.

im just here to help. bye <3


Monday, April 24, 2006

im sorry for not updating.

 

a close friend of mine died recently in a carcrash. and i havent been dealing with it too great.

 

please pray for her if you can ... r.i.p.. melissa yarosh. 92'-06'. 14.. she was too young.


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

why hello :).

 

 

let's go down to the beach
bring your stereo & your favorite CDs
we'll bring our guitars, sit on top of our cars
& sing the night away like
ROCKSTARS. <3

 

 

 

so we fall for stupid boys
we make lots of dumb mistakes
we like to act stupid,
talk really fast, && laugh really loud
but us teenage girls,
we're really good at one thing
S TA Y I N G S T R O N G <3

 

 

you can't direct the wind
but...you can adjust the sails

 

 

who was i kiddin baby?
this wasn't meant to be
i needed a believer
& you needed to believe

 

 

whats wrong with this?
i just don't know...
i play hard to get
so why am i so easy to let go?

 

 

i've never been so happy to see a photograph of me
then when graced with your company
your making a small change to the way
that you wear your heart

 

 

so paint my lips with yours
while i search for stregnth to try
give me the hope that i'm lacking &
the faith to struggle by

 

 

she knows the human heart
& how to read the stars
now everythings about to fall apart
i won't be the one whos going to let you down
maybe you'll get what you want this time around

 

i hate heights
but babe you make the fall look so appealing

 

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inspire in me...the desire in me
to never go home

 

 

& it became clear so suddenly
darling...you are allergic to honesty

 

i need you;;
like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
like the orphan needs a home again
like Heaven needs more to come in
i need you here
like you've always been

 

 

 

at times life is wicked
& i just can't see the light
a silver lining sometimes isn't enough
to make some wrongs seem right

 

 

my beating heart
it wants you
my empty arms
they need you

 

 

& it all seems so useless
& i have no plans
i'm a plane in the sunset...with nowhere to land

 

breathe deep . talk slow . walk soft . let go . give big . take less . dont count . just guess . act fair . think long . laugh loud . sing strong . plan bold . dream far . . .
know exactly . who . you . are .

 

 

& i'd love to beg
but see i'm just too proud
& i don't even know what to say
so i'm thinking out loud

 

your kiss is like electricity
sending lightning bolts through my veins

 

the best is still yet to come
and i don't want to leave
forgive my hesitation
oh, but
i'm learning to trust in you

 

 

Sometimes you just have to be weird. Go against the crowd and act stupid. Laugh ‘til you cry and cry ‘til you can’t feel the pain. Don’t listen to what other people say. You know you’re being yourself & that’s all that counts. Don’t worry what they will think about you. Your true friends will stay by you.

 

 

 

Just tell me it's tearing you apart. Please, say
it's keeping you from falling asleep at night.

 

So, I stayed out in the car because the weather had gotten to me.
But it's really these road signs and freeways that I can't take

 

 

Risk more than others think is safe.

Care more than others think is wise.

Dream more than others think is practical.

Expect more than others think is possible."

 

 

 

 

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"You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong." All wrong, all wrong. But you've got me.

 

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When the keg as been kicked,
when the liquor has run dry,
when we've fallen out of love
with that "perfect" guy,
when the party is over,
when we're passed out on the floor,
when we can't keep kicked ass in beer pong anymore,
when we've fallen down,
when the word has turned cold
and we're sitting in our rockers getting old,
we'll still be best friends
cause we all know the deal,
we're each other's girls and we'll always keep it real.

 

Tonight I'm wearing my best smile
and hope to make me worth your while.
I'll be the best mistake you'll ever make.

 

You're starting to lose your biggest fan.

 

The sun is shining somewhere,
somewhere far away.
I could sell everything and go there
just to hear him say,
lets be cliché.

 

 

And in the end, your true friends
are going to be the ones
that were there in the beginning.

 

 

Rock bottom is when you've
had it up to here.
You're mad enought to scream
but sad enough to tear.

 

 

Last night...
I decided to write you a letter and all
that was on the paper was " n ss!w ! " it
didn’t make sense,
until I turned the paper upside down.

 

You always got to have those friends
when you can do the stupidest things
and just laugh about it together.

 

 

You can throw out the instructions
We don't need them anymore.
I know where we are going
If I could just get out the door.
You've got your perfect hands
over my nervous heart.

 

 

I feel like singing sad songs all night,
I feel like tuning you out.
Do you want to make it into more of a fight?
Is this yelling what love's all about?

 

But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown..

 

 

incriminating photos of you,
it's not the kind of thing that you often do
sometimes you gotta get it off your chest
the camera has a way of bringing out your best

 

 

I am dressed up tonight.
Just to look pretty in your eyes.
And even though I don’t know anything.
I want to tell you everything.

 

 


The flowers aren't worth keeping
The roses broke my skin
I'll pretend your sleeping
Or you fainted from the lack of oxygen
And come around, come around

 

 


"Get real." they tell me
If only they knew how real this life really gets

 

I understand that your worst is beating the hell out of my best
But I can take it

 

 

 

but if you’re playing with a gun, well, you could kill someone, and in the dark it’s hard to know a friend.

 

 

 

darling, all of these awkward, jump-start, stalling conversations
mean much more to me than anything
it comes down to me and you
and whether we're supposed to or not, we still will
we're so much better off than them

 

"What if she doesn’t worry about her body and eats enough for all the growing she has to do? She might rip her stockings and slam-dance on a forged ID to the Pogues, and walk home barefoot, holding her shoes, alone at dawn; she might baby-sit in a battered-women’s shelter once night a month; she might skateboard down Lombard Street with its seven hairpin turns, or fall in love with her best friend and do something about it, or lose herself for hours gazing into test tubes with her hair a mess, or climb a promontory with the girls and get drunk at the top, or sit down when the Pledge of Allegiance says stand, or hop a freight train, or take lovers without telling her last name, or run away to sea. She might revel in all the freedoms that seem so trivial to those who take them for granted; she might dream seriously the dreams that seem so obvious to those who grew up with them really available. Who knows what she would do? Who

 

 

when memories fade
we've got each other
when time and confusion collide
singin' i hold it all when i hold you
when friends walk other ways
we've got each other
hold it all when i hold
i hold it all when i hold you

 

 

You just have to live your life
not caring and shake off the drama
just to prove that you're better
than they think you are.

 

 

I've learned that guys make the best friends.
My best friend is a guy & I can tell him anything ;;
Oh except for the fact that I'm absolutely crazy for him.I always seem to leave that part out of the conversation..

 

 

i will be your accident if you will be my ambulance. & i will be your screech &crash if you will be my crutch & cast. will be your one more time if  you will be my one last chance.

 

And he grabbed my hand and half of me wanted to scream not to touch me and half wanted to beg him not to let go 

 

 

My secret is fatally gorgeous
I'd die for you

 



Kids are screaming at the tops of their lungs
While they're pointing their
fingers like they're loaded guns

 

 

If it's the thought that counts,
you can always count on me;
I think about you all the time


 

are you really that pure, sir?
thought i saw you in vegas.
it wasn't pretty, but she was.

 

 

My heart is bursting in your perfect eyes,
as blue as oceans and as pure as skies.


 

And I wonder if you wonder, or did your stars finally explode?
Did the thunder pull you underneath the haze?
I'm amazed, than I let go.

 

 

She's beautiful as usual  With bruises on her ego

 

 

And this time, I'm going to scream a little louder

 

 

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

time is irrelevant
s o   s l o w   d o w n

 

 

i wanna live before i die

 

 

kiss the stars with me
and dread the wait for stupid calls returning us to life

 

 

he said i'm gonna buy a gun and start a war
if you can tell me something worth fighting for

 

 

your the sound of every hello in everything i do
your the song i was destined to know and i only sing for you

 

 

 

and now everytime someone ruffles your hair or asks you to dance
everytime the full moon is out and everytime the sun paints the sky
he'll be all that's on your mind

 

 

you said my heart sounded like a payphone in the rain
distorted, distant, scrambled and desperate

 

 

 

don't break.
everyone is watching.

 

 

 

i'm tasting the air
in the static of the place
where you first kissed me

 

 

we started out so brand new darling
but now it seems that nothing can change your mind
i have seen your city lights
but have you seen my country skies?

 

 

i looked in the mirror and laughed
so much for never falling in love...
so much for not being a hypocrite

 

 

you seemed like such a big part of my life and my heart
but the truth is i've found something new
and he easily towers over you

 

 

will it rain today?
waste the hours with talking...talking
the twisted games we play

 

 

face down in the grass in the park
in the middle of the hot afternoon
your shirt was off and i thought how nice
it'd be to follow the sweat down your spine
your like my best friend<3

 

 


everybody's been scared. everybody's been tragic.
there's a lot of hard times and a little bit of magic

 

 

 

don't grow up too fast
and don't embrace the past
this life's too good to last

 

 

well it's so overrated in not saying what you feel
so you end up watching chances fade
and wondering what's real

 

 

life is created for death,
but love is stronger then both

 

 

 

you kiss a hell of a lot better than you listen
maybe that's why i can't get enough of you
its true when they say old habits are hard to break
but you'll always remain nothing but
...my most tempting mistake

 

 

 

the song starts slowly.
a bit of guitar, just a few chords.
then a voice, one i knew so well.
the words i knew by heart.
they did something to me.

 

 

maybe i'm in a little bit over my head
i come undone at the things he said

 

 

 

you learn a lot about people
when you listen to the songs that mean something to them

 

 

desire. act. believe. receive

 

heres a black top road
with a faded yellow center line
it can take you back to the place
but it can't take you back in time

 

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i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
i thought that being strong
meant never losing your self control

 

 

i'll speak in riddles so you can understand
i'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
so in love with me...like sand to wet feet
i'll write both our names into the wet concrete

 

 

love and electricity are one in the same
my dear if you dont feel the jolt in your soul
everytime a kiss is shared, a whisper is spoken
or a touch is felt...
then your not really in love at all

 

 

chaos was what killed the dinosaurs, darling

 

in a war between
the lovely and the lonely
i bet they'll both lose...

 

 

from underneath the trees
we watch the sky, confusing stars for satellites
i never dreamed that you'd be mine
but here we are...we're here tonight.

 

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i've got so much left to say
if every simple song i wrote to you
would take your breath away
i'd write it all.
even more in love with me you'd fall

 

 

the memories will fade...
just like the love letter ;
tucked in the back pocket of your jeans

 

 

i want to be the smile, the first thought,
the long drive, or the short walk
i want to be your perfection

 

 

your paper wings got ruined in the rain.
coat hanger halo got rusted
the lace fell off the dress you made.
your the saddest little angel
mascara left a sour taste.

 

 

there is hope for the helpless
rest for the weary
and love for the broken heart
there is grace and forgiveness
mercy and healing
He'll meet you where ever you are
cry out to Jesus

 

 

being in love is a patchwork of
a thousand indescribable moments

 

 

hours pass into minutes
kissing the seconds away
and days seem to melt
just like your classic summers

 

 

romance is the glamour that turns the dust
of everyday life into a glittery haze

 

 

& i’m leaning on this broken fence
between past and present tense
& i’m losing all those stupid games
that i swore i’d never play ;
but it almost feels okay

 

 

she's an artist
a painter actually;
see that smile on her face?
well it's her most famous piece

 

 

there was a time when i knew nothing
of backseats and broken hearts...

 

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so lets make believe little tragedies
couldn't bring us both to our knees

 

 

don't need no drugs ; your my chemical
now i'm dependent ; swear i'm clinical
addicted to those glances
taking chances tonight
i need a fix in those heroin eyes

 

 

you live, you learn.
you crash & burn.

 

 

Am I just another scene from a movie
that you've seen 100 times?
Cause baby you weren't the first
or the last or the worst.
and I've got to fill the blanks in the past with a verse
and we could sit around and cry but frankly
You're not worth it, anymore.

 

 

dont be afraid, every song has a coda, a final movement. whether it fades out or crashes away, every song ends. but is that any reason not the enjoy the music?

 

 

this won’t mean a thing come tomorrow
and that’s exactly how i’ll make it seem.
cause i'm still not sleeping,
thinking i’ve crawled home from
worse than this

 

 

let's start out by starting over.
what did i expect?
you're no good at lying
and i'm no good at comebacks.
but you're so untouchable.
i'm oh-so-terrible at this.
i'm terrible at this, you know.
don't hold this against me.
i've already said i'm sorry.

 

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Would someone please call a surgeon?
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting for better company.
I can't accept that it's over,
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
in the third quarter of a tied game rivalry.
So just say how to make it right,
and I swear I'll do my best to comply

 

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Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me ..

 

 

please put the doctor on the phone
cause i'm not making any sense

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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:) bye loves


Monday, April 10, 2006

:) you are all amazing. wow.
just because you are all awesome , here is another post.

 

now there is no way to change this.
so i just photographed and framed it and it's hanging in a hallway
that we have no right to walk back down

 

the coast disappeared when the sea drowned the sun
and i knew no words to share with anyone

 

you demand to be chased for your love
but my heart is far too weak to run for you this long

 

one love. one shot.
it's ALL we ever got.
<3

 

We're just lovers and takers;
breaking hearts to make the papers.

 

 

let's destroy each other,
because we're too cool for love lines
and soft kisses over cheap wine.
smoke me baby like your last cigarette
and whisper to me, say you'll never forget.
could you break my heart a little more?
shove my body up against yours,
and kiss me like you mean it.

 


do I seem familiar,
I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times,
no more camouflauge     
I want to be exposed,
and not be afraid to fall.

 

I'm the kind of girl who falls into her music,
drives into a scene, and runs away from love.

 

I hope you don't mind me
saying I think you're lovely.
I hope you don't mind me staying,
because I might never leave.

 

She was sad because the world was so
beautiful and life was just too short.

 

 

life has its ups and downs.
but i love it anyway. :)

 

I want someone who won't care that I hate wearing shoes, that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes that half the decisions I make are usually ones I regret, and I have the right to overreact at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and he wouldn't want me any other way.

 

 

she said, "i don't think i've ever
been good enough.i'm a littlee
bit rusty. & i think my head iss
caving in. & i don't know if i've
ever really been loved"

 

 

well I never told you.
everything i know about breaking hearts,
 i learned from you, it's true.
 i've never done it with the style and grace you have,
but i've made long term plans based on these mistakes.

 

 

funny how a photograph
can take you back in time
to places && embraces
that you thought you left behind

 

 

Life isn't a destination, it's a journey. We all come upon unexpected curves and turning points, everything that happens to us shapes who we are becoming, and in the adventure of each day we discover the important things in life and why they are important

 

"and while it takes courage to achieve greatness, it takes more courage to find fulfillment in being ordinary."
-marilyn thomsen



"don't pay attention to what they write about you, just measure it in inches"
-andy warhol.

 

she's got the stars in her pocket and the moon on a string

 

 


i wanna tear apart your room
       ..to see if what you say is true
darling don't you lie, lie to me
i wanna break into your heart
   ..to see why you want us apart
oh, i'm scared to death to find out what you think of me <3

 

"and i think i'd miss you,
even if we'd never met." -the wedding date

 


 


personally, i love the beach :)

 

can i get some comments maybe?
ehhh, keep subscribing darlings <3*

 



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